It’s almost the end of the school year and I’m pretty excited for the summer. 

As of right now I’ve been pretty shitty I don’t know why I get sad all of a sudden my life has changed so much this year but I know it’s for the better. I still miss you of course. I know we have both move on with our lives but I won’t ever forget you I learned so much from you and now I’m just trying to become a better person and learn from the mistakes I made with you. I won’t be making those same mistakes with Nancy. Nancy has been really great to me I’m actually really happy with her but sometimes I just don’t know….I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough for her  

I feel like everything I do bothers the shit out of her maybe I’m too annoying? clingy? I don’t fucking know? Every time she says she supposedly ”loves” me I know she doesn’t, I don’t know I feel like she’s just confused maybe she just really likes me but “LOVE” nahhhhh I don’t think it’s possible for anyone to truly love me. Who knows maybe I’m just over thinking shit. I hate expressing my feelings to people..so I made this tumblr so I can bitch all I fucking want.